December 2009
40 posts
Dec 31st
Middle School Reunion.
It was quite awkward and my anxiety kicked in indefinitely. An old friend; probably known since third grade, was arrested that night for no particular reason other than the fact that he was just recently let out of prison. No more than twenty minutes ago, I awoke from a drunken slumber and found myself sitting shotgun in my own car, outside of a two-story, well-to-do home that was completely...
Dec 23rd
whatategilbertg: Not to bud in…but I agree…for me it’s acoustic Spanish guitar. xynephionnoir: cheesycharles: I love acoustic guitars… the only thing I love more is the sound finger picking makes. I feel the world is all right when I finger pick or listen to a really good song with finger picking. I agree with you. For me, next to the flute, the acoustic guitar is the most soothing...
Dec 23rd
It is not fair to me that when the breezeless rain comes and goes, the breeze begins and the sunshine comes. I want snow! Also, a suggestion of novels to read to curb my uneasiness of separation. Anyone?
Dec 23rd
Dec 22nd
Dec 22nd
Portapotty Fires.
There have been four portable toilet fires in San Francisco this past week, apparently. It’s all over the news. I suspect that it’s a new technique that the derelicts have invented to keep warm. Disgust. Trash cans are good enough damnit! Otherwise I think it’s a pretty horribly hilarious and ridiculous prank. I began reading a Charles Bukowski novel the other day, and I am now...
Dec 22nd
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Dec 22nd
2 notes
One of my bosses just asked me how Christmas is spelled. I need out of this shithole fast! receiving practically minimum wage from someone who has to ask me that is insulting. More socialism now plz
Dec 21st
He told me he loved me last night. I feel like a little schoolgirl. Oh well, at least this relationship is healthy. I am gleaming. That is all.
Dec 19th
3 tags
Big Al's Record Barn.
I think I just died and went to heaven. Big Al’s Record Barn on Bascom is the largest exclusively vinyl record shop that I’ve ever seen. Everything is 50 percent off too so even more nuts were busted. Definitely worth a look if you’re in the south bay.
Dec 18th
2 tags
Dec 17th
Lemmie set it straight(:
sadburnttoast: Liberals are idiots. No improvement has been made since Obama has come into the office. You can’t deny that. Liberals are the most idiotic people in the world. You guys are the reason the economy is so bad. Go eat your organic-vegan cupcakes, and leave the real job to the Conservatives. This is the most idiotic, nonsensical bullshit I’ve ever had the misfortune of reading....
Dec 17th
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I'm the Big Spoon.
I love going to work sore in the mornings. <3
Dec 16th
4 tags
Dec 16th
Breakin' necks.
I think the only thing that could make me smile right now is a reality TV show based on Steven Seagal’s experiences as a police officer. Holler.
Dec 10th
By force.
Trying to stifle feelings and keep it that way is a very, very painful process. I’m a damn basketcase like any other woman and I hate it. I should really take a fucking cue from my own advice and just NOT care when I tell myself that I won’t, ever. Arg. Stupid.
Dec 10th
Dec 10th
Puppies.
I love that my pit bull and chihuahua follow my every footstep while I walk around the house. When I watch tv, they’re both watching with me. When I sleep, Chaos, my chihuahua, is huddled into my lap and Goldie, my pit bull, is practically spooning me. And as I sat down to write this, Chaos, the climbed to the top of the couch and tumbled down the back of my computer chair. My loves make...
Dec 9th
Dec 9th
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College.
Theory & Technique of Hip-Hop Dance I [Tues. + Thurs.]   2:30PM - 3:20PM Math Prep Level I: Pre-Algebra [Tues. + Thurs.] 3:45PM - 5:55PM I feel so stupid that I’ve been placed in Pre-Algebra. I was never good at math and it’s been a good four or five years now, so I guess I can’t berate myself too badly. I’m overly excited about my dance class though; they teach...
Dec 9th
Infuriating.
Although I can’t be sure, it feels like one of my old closest friends just tried to come over to my house and see if he could score with me. We hardly talk anymore, much less does he with anyone else from the old group. But after I told him that I was far too lazy to drive anywhere, he immediately asks if I know any girls that he can hook up with. I guess all Persians ARE that cocky. Fuck...
Dec 9th
My Sister.
I love her so much. We were curled up on the couch watching one of those old 60’s claymation Christmas Specials last night, and I started to drift off to sleep. I wasn’t quite unconscious yet and I felt something so I opened my eyes and saw that she put her favorite teddybear next to me, and was covering me with her Little Mermaid blanket. She’s 6. Probably one of my favorite...
Dec 8th
Dec 8th
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“Handjobs and backrubs are bein’ tossed around like HOTCAKES!”
– Frank Reynolds (Danny DeVito) commenting on his bangmaid; from It’s Always Sunny In Philadelphia. Phil is totally my bangmaid. Yar!
Dec 7th
4 tags
Dec 7th
Mmm.
Nothing like steaming hot chocolate coconut cupcakes fresh outta the oven on a blustery fall day. I went to see Weekend Nachos & Verbal Abuse at the Hazmat last night. Pretty good show; but it was kind of a bummer that there were no ins&outs this time and half of the crowd was pretty fucking lame. I don’t mind pyrate punx, but the younger kids kind of got on my nerves. Panic attacks...
Dec 7th
Dec 7th
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Tricycle Ride.
Tricycle rides through the Southside are amazing. I was shoved in the tiny basket attached to the back and he rode the bike for at least 45 minutes to the park and 45 minutes back. I’m no teeny-tiny, so I was impressed. Nearly getting hit by 50mph traffic, it was kindof exciting taking the main roads. Going on an offramp not meant for bikes, we owned the shit out of commuters. Did I mention...
Dec 4th
Dec 3rd
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Dec 2nd
nervous.
I have noticed within the past 12 hours that my codependancy has not gotten any better. I worry, I overthink, I get angry, I get sad. And all for what? For the fact that I haven’t talked to my lover in almost a full day? So stupid. There was a time, a short one but a time no less, in which I was perfectly happy to be single. In fact I was hoping that I wouldn’t be put in a fucking...
Dec 2nd
“Go ‘way from my window, Leave at your own chosen speed. I’m not...”
– “It Ain’t Me, Babe” performed by Johnny Cash & June Carter
Dec 2nd
sex.
misc. friend:haha i was seriously forced,like this bitch pulled down her pants and told me to do it.i couldnt get hard so this other girl started fingering this girl and jacking me off Me:holy fuck! how the hell do you get in these situations? misc. friend:dude i have no clue.i should write a letter to playboy about this shit.its been happeneing too often I mean I’ve had my fair share of...
Dec 2nd
3 tags
Dec 2nd
Dec 1st
Cute Mix for Mr. Potatohead
The Postal Service - Brand New Colony Tears for Fears - Head Over Heels Vivian Girls - You’re My Guy Tiger Trap - Puzzle Pieces Tiger Trap - You’re Sleeping The Smittens - Baby, Don’t You Know? The Smittens - One Hundred Roses Kimya Dawson - Eleventeen The Velvet Underground - I’m Stickin’ With You Best Friends Forever - Eisenhower Is The Father Smashing...
Dec 1st